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Wednesday, July 19, 2006
Summertime, and the weather is...well.
I am a very clumsy person.
Now that we have that out of the way...the dreams have stopped. All the way. There was the week of the horrible nightmares that made me cry and haunted me all day and were like torture, but now the're gone. However, the've taken all of my normal dreams too. Maybe it's because I haven't been sleeping as well the last couple of days? That sort of thing could do it.
Summer is too lazy for me. Leafy and I were talking about it this afternoon when I came home from work and we were talking about what ms. ulin said to me the other day and my dreams and stuff. To finish a ba and a masters in 4 years? It's crazy talk, I know. But I think I would just get too frustrated not having class in the summertime. Like with this summer, I've really noticed that being home or just not having anything to do and no requirements and nothing to study for pretty much drives me batty. Especially when all of my usual distractions online have run their course and I'm left sitting here with nothing else to do but reach deep into my mind and play the self-hate game. We'll see if it's possible. And the living situation. I guess it depends on how the next couple of months go.
I get nervous that the dreams I have are too big. And there are a lot of them (like having totoro at my wedding) that I know most likely will never happen. But that's alright. A bachelors and a masters before I'm 21? Definetly up there on the crazy list. But maybe I can do it. We'll see how long this positive streak lasts.
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