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Monday, July 15, 2002
watashi nozomi.......lately.....over the last 3 days or so, i've been watching tv agian....well, not really watching, just having it on as a....comforting noise....? .....my room seems to quiet, now that i'm back from ax....before i didn't mind as much, you know.....just staying up late in the dim quiet....without any sounds....except for the ocassional music....but no matter what, i'd always be the last to sleep in this house....heh, you know....i never really had a good reason to stay up like this....hehe...maybe i'm waiting for my prince to come and take me away from this 'home'? ......not like a prince would come out here to the middle of nowhere...but that's ok....^_^.....that and i suppose that maybe i feel....protective....? like i want to watch over the house until everyone else is safe and in bed....so then i feel ok and i can go to bed......well...that's the way it used to be anyway....now no matter how sure that i am that everything is fine....i don't feel that sense that i used to have of everything being ok....so i get worried about that....but i'm sick....so i'm all weak...so it's bad to worry...=/....hrm....oh, and bonus huggles for the person who tells me the song and band that my last title is from...and the meaning of this title......yes, i'm now a comment whore....>.< |
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