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 Wednesday, May 15, 2002
eh....


no...i didn't stay home today....the last post i just posted before i had to go to school...and i have no idea why i'm writing this...i'm just sitting here in the computer lab as school tryping away...here with everyone else and the sounds of the clicking of keys...it sorta reminds me...of this one time i was in the lab, writing poetry...just sitting here during lunch block....damn....the computer lab teacher person just turned the air contidioner off and it scared the shit outta me...i guess i just get really used to that hum...so calming...oh, i think i did ok on my history final..^_^ so happy....but i forgot that we had to fill out and then turn in the review sheet...^_^;; ....i did half of it, but now i have to fill out the rest tonight...oh well.....i'm really nervous about friday and saturday....but more so saturday just because it's the right of passage...it's sorta like a graduation, i guess..but different....you have to have one of your family members speak for about a minute about you...my mom wrote this poem, and my dad's gonnna say it....it's about me...and last night, my mom came into my room and read it to me, and in the middle of it, she started crying, and so did i....and i dunno...it was just sappy i guess...they really do love me i think.....no matter how many times i fuck up and let them down...they still do love me...=) so i guess the last few days haven't been that bad....i've had worse, eh? ......i do not like 6th....er, 7th graders right now....so annoying, thinking that they really do matter...and well, yeah, everyone does matter, but....the're just so full of pride...i don't know, i guess i just can't identify with it or something....i wonder what kelsea and hotaru are writing...the're sitting on either side of me typing away too...it's so weird...we're all typing pretty fast, and the keyclicks all sound different...like some odd twisted song =P ....i'm just rambling....maybe i should stop...eh! hotaru clicked with the mouse! i'm scared now.... i guess she's done with whatever she was writing/typing....time to look at her screen.....! i think she posted/edited her blog....i'll check when i get home...well, whenever i get home....mom is taking me somewhere after school today to get me something to wear for saturday...i'll bet she'll start crying and so will my dad...and... i'll start crying whenever it's about my friends and i'll.....i dunno, be happy that we finally managed to make it past all of this....thank goddess it's all over....if only....if only is a wish too late.......







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