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 Friday, March 29, 2002
neeh.....(it rhymes with feeh!)


do you ever wonder why it's human nature to be the best at something, or to do well in something, just so you can feel good about yourself....? i don't have much self esteem, and i'm just fine....well, for most part....except the past 6-7 years of my life were a little screwed up, but that's ok...why do we have to feel like we're better than others though..? you don't need to be the best, you don't need to be number one...all that really matters is that you try your best and if you come out on top, that's good for you, but if you don't do as well, that's ok too....right..? it's sorta hypocritical of me to say that, but i really don't think that you always have to be good at things...even if your the worst at it, or can't even do something, you tried your best and that's ok...other people can accept you for how you are, but why can't you accept yourself fully...? i've never been able to accept the way i am, but what about other people who can..? why can they...? how the hell can they...? i find so many faults in myself, but do other people have more or less than i do..? are they big or small problems that they find?....why do they find things anyway...? no one chooses to have faults.....







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