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Friday, January 11, 2002
plate frisbee
(note: post has nothing to do with the title)
ok, so since i've been requested to post by some people (kelsea...) i'm gonna try to do a nice long post because i haven't done one in awhile. but before our regularly scheduled blog, my new years resolution : fix my brain. i know, it's shitty, but i need to be able to think like a person, and not like me. back to the blogness. for my invisible readers, who i know just missed me so much while i was not posting for about a month, i'm gonna explain a bit of stuff that's happened now that i'm back in school ( break was great.....but i'd rather not get into lots of detail here ^_^) it's odd, i've been feeling really good and really bad at the same time, but i have alot more energy, and that's great for me, because at school i can put it all to good use insted of...well.... self destructive behavior. for the last like month or so, i've felt really really good all the time, and i can't stop smiling sometimes, and i don't even know why i'm smiling to begin with. maybe my brain is starting to fix itself.... i know i'm not better, but maybe i'm getting there? i haven't gotten a really super bad trigger for about 5 days... (it's along time when you have to fight with your brain to stay safe), and i haven't si'ed for two months tomorrow.....and that's great for me, someday i hope i'll make it all the way to a whole year... ^_^ .... well now so i can stay up all night, i'm gonna go grab some dinner and a coke or something, so i'll post as soon as i can or as soon as it's requested of me
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